i dreamt that you came back... it was a short but happy dream
today i woke up to only realise my flu + cough + headache worsened from the previous night. cancelled and push away celebrating with my dear grandma. i worried i kana h1n1 and pass it to her, later can get quite troublesome.
so basically i have been lazing around at home and replying "oh thank you" to the "happy birthdays" and "get well soon". u cannot imagine how slow time passed today. my bloody longest birthday ever... and stuck at home. havent spent my birthday at home for a very very long time already. BORING! wth la, used my precious leave to only spend it recovering aka eat/sleep/shit at home. SAD LIFE, SUCK THUMB.
heh! so 1 year have passed. very different birthdays i spent in this 2 years. ahhhh. well 2 more hours plus to go to end this miserable day.
oh monday met pohsin to get my bday cake which looks black and sticky. and i bought myself a braun buffel wallet. =D so happy haha. easily satisfied.
took leave for both 29th and 30th july for my bday. so i will have one whole week at home except training day in camp! woots! shuang sia.
but somehow im not looking forward towards my bday at all. it wont be the same. they say time will make u feel better, maybe it does, maybe it doesnt. ahhhh images and objects that remind me of that particular bday. ahhh... fuck it, why do i still care?
maybe all i need is more time....... feel like just sitting at home to rot